It's So Bright Today ; CLOSED - Ainslie ;

[;Griffen;]

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Alec ;
I'm so lost without you.
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I watched her bolt off and I doubled over face-first into the grass. I was still curled, with my hands on my stomach. I concentrated on keeping the many emotions out of my head. Everything still spun and I wanted to put my finger on the image and say "Stop spinning!" Of course, I couldn't. Everyone's emotions hit me like I was in a boxing match. I heard running footsteps and I slowly rose my head to see Ainslie tearing the pill container off. I grabbed the two pills in her hand and swallowed it dry. It took a while for it to go down my throat, but it finally did. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. I honestly wanted to figure out what caused this--the kiss, the hit on the head, or both. I was perfectly fine until she kissed me. Of course, I still couldn't explain. That thirty seconds of my life was practically the best. I'd love to be in isolation right now.

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tagged ; Ainslie, Alec, outside, madness, romance.
word count ; One seven five.
credit ; Me, Mess With Me and Silent Creek.
template ; Made by me, with help from Mess With Me and Silent Creek.
notes ; Uh-oh. D:
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[.kiki.]

`A I N S L I E;
now we G R I E V E cause now is gone
things were good when we were Y O U N G

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I tried to quell the panic. He seemed alright. He wasn't dying. He was just upset. Of course he was. He'd been with me. Why wouldn't he be. Stop pitying yourself. I sighed softly, sitting away from him to let him relax. And it offer myself some comfort. I was shaking from nerves. I stared at my knees, wrapping my arms around them silently.

tag.board; Ainslie; Alec
side.notes; D:
lyricism; Von Bondies - C'mon C'mon
credit; This was made by moi!. Don't use.

[;Griffen;]

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Alec ;
I'm so lost without you.
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I held my breath, finding it was even more difficult to breathe. I closed my eyes for a few seconds, but opened them in time to see Ainslie walk away. Where the heck was she going? I got up, stumbling a little and walked over to her. I sat in front of her, facing her. I sat Indian Style with my knees in the air with my arms hanging off my knees. I looked directly at her to concentrate only on her emotion. "Ainslie, think happy thoughts, please? Just... Keep a happy thought in your mind and don't move..." I knew it sounded odd, but generally, happy emotions were a lot easier to handle than sad emotions. I wanted all the other emotions to fly away. I knew this headache wouldn't last long with the Advil, but I could soften it a little. I just hoped she'd do what I said, or I could just sit here in complete agony. It was entirely her choice. Even so, I concentrated on her emotions and let them fill me. The problem was, there was so many. I needed one emotion from her.

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tagged ; Ainslie, Alec, outside, madness, romance.
word count ; One nine seven.
credit ; Me, Mess With Me and Silent Creek.
template ; Made by me, with help from Mess With Me and Silent Creek.
notes ; Eeep! D:
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